For Love of the Life @ RodVader

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James Morrison - Broken Strings

由於工作每天都在公司的部落格中打轉，
下班後反而沒什麼特別的動力來寫自己的部落格。
為了讓逛我部落格的親朋好友們確定我還活著好好的，
三不五時還是來更新一下近況吧！

首先，如果早知道搬來台北市住會過的這麼快樂，
我應該一年多前就搬過來才對！

雖然很喜歡新店，但我要承認來這住兩個月後，
真是樂不思蜀，非常喜歡這裡的生活！
不用每天花1小時在通勤，下班也不用匆匆忙忙、躲躲藏藏地去運動。
而有廚房之後，感覺很像之前住在東海的日子，
週末可以自己下廚煮些超難吃的食物虐待自己。
雖然難吃，但這種花一小時煮菜、吃飯、洗碗的日子很輕鬆，
至少可以讓自己遠離忙碌的上班步調。

第二件想聊的近況是這陣子的車禍。
自從出車禍後，這個身體好像不是自己的。
胸悶、胃痛、背酸，以前不曾出現的病痛都跑出來，
而且都是今天痛某個部位，明天那部位不痛，改痛其他部位。

發生車禍，雖然復健有些麻煩，不過這應該也算是件好事吧！
這陣子在醫院想了許多事，是該改變一下生活步調與飲食習慣了。

最後一件想談的事，認清一些事實吧！
就工作而言，我應該是個90分的員工、80分的同事、70分的主管。
就感情而言，我應該是個50分的男朋友。

我會為了工作而排擠掉與女朋友的相處時間，
我是一個差勁的、不夠細心的、不夠體貼的男朋友。
花了好幾年，我才認清這個事實。
Maybe it's destiny.

感謝V在充滿混亂思緒的幾個月中仍陪伴在我身邊。
Thank God you're always here.

Let me hold you
For the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can't feel anything

When I love you,
It's so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking,
It's the voice of someone else

Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to save
It's like chasing the very last train when it's too late

Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell something that ain't real

Well the truth hurts,
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

But we're running through the fire
When there's nothing left to save
It's like chasing the very last train
When we both know it's too late (too late)

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I cant tell you something that ain't real

Well truth hurts,
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again